Why can’t I be like her?
There once was a girl. She was brought into her world by parents who loved her. She had everything she needed to live a perfect life. She was perfect.
Go to sleep! Embrace the darkness. Accept that you are going to have to spend some time in silence with your thoughts. She is going to be there. Waiting for you, like a disease that has grown to become a part of you. Like a light, guiding your way through the darkness, burning you.